A peek into my crazy mind..

I’M GONNA SAY SOMETHING LIKE TOTALLLLLY RANDOM TODAY!!!! LIKE….

I HATE YOU???

HAHAAHAH. <3

*actually its cause i’m soo lazy to post something. =)

It was raining just now and its like freeeeezing cold in the office. There’s 3 air-cons blowing at me all at 19 degrees AND Cliff is so mean. He wont let me switch the one nearest to me off. Cause he’s sitting in front of me.

Then I cant stand it anymore and I said to myself. I’m going to go take my jacket in the car. I think I have a jacket in the car. I think I have. I think so. I was talking out loud. Then Cliff turned and looked at me. He say, you like to talk to yourself a lot!! Hahaha. I say, yes I do. Is there anything wrong with it? Then he looked at Nick and they both was like having that look to indicate I probably was crazy. -_-

*Todayyyy, someone said something that made me feel sad but I got over it.

*Today, he said, omg, I’m losing. Tell you about it later.

*Today, meanie said sorry for things he didnt do. And stuffs.

*Today, he asked me, do you have any song requests?

*Today, he said, yay, I won the battle even when the odds was against me.

*Today, I earned a star. =)

T_T

MCR!!! 11th Dec!! =(

Today at the office, I was realllly busy. Had lots of things to do. Walking here and there and hanging out in the kitchen cooking and eating.

I paid for like 5 packets of instant noodles and I say, ok, I pay you cook. So Amir cooked it but I helped him. Hehee. Then I was washing the dishes and somehow splashed water all over my dress. Like half of my dress was wet. -_- And the guys was like…your dressss…can see through. T_T

I messed up the whole kitchen floor because it was wet and I stepped all over it and left prints all over the place. Hahaha. After that I went out to do my work, then Roy came back from lunch and brought some noodles and spaghetti with him. So I went to eat again. =(

OMG. I’m like getting fatter!! I was asking Amir and Fadly. Am I fat???? Look, look at my chubby face. Then they were like ya…your face is chubby. =((((

Then I went to find Roy. I asked, am I fat?? I gained like 5kgs ever since I worked here. Then he asked, how much do you weigh now. I say 46+/47. Then he said, that’s ok. Then I said…but but look at my arm. Its getting flabby and my faceee, its chubby. Then he was like, last time when you started working, you were too thin. Now is just right. T_T Stupid guys!! They dont understand. Hahaha.

And after that…lots of people came for interviews. Like 8/9 people?? Cause we are sooo under staffed. And also a group of ITB students came and they wanted to do some school project and our company was one of the choices they have. So they were asking what can they do a project on and I gave them a really good idea. (actually its what I’m supposed to help Cliff do) but I gave it to them as an idea. Soooooo, hopefully they will do it and I wont have to. XD

I was using Cliff’s slippers and then Cliff said..did you take my slippers again? Give me. I need it. And I was like…but I want to use itttt. Well, in the end I gave it to him. He sits in front of me. So I sat in my chair and pushed the slippers from the side to his place. =( Then I continued to do my work and after a while, I turned to my side and I saw the slippers back there. Heheheheh. =) *Ken still complains about the slippers everyday. -_-

Mali was asking me…Joyce, when are you going to be my gf?? You’re very pretty. Then I just laughed. Hahaha. Mali’s one of the funniest guy in the office. He works shifts so sometimes I wont see him for 2 days and when I see him again he would go like…Joyceee or Lingg (darling) where did you go? I miss you.

I’ll miss everyone when I leave at the end of the year. =(

Random thing:-

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Heheheheh. =)

Beeeeeenn sooo busy lately!! Havent finish my work in the office yet. Lots of dinners after work and going for holiday soon!

I hope I wont get a big headache when I come back from Singapore and have a wholeee bunch of work staring at me.

Went to Ted’s dad’s birthday yesterday. I tried on like 5 different dresses but didnt feel like wearing them so in the end settled for my pink dress again. Hehehe. It was fun!! Everyone was drinking and getting drunk and discoing. Hehehe. However, me, Ted and Kel just sat on the couch and talked and talked. It was niceee. We had to like shout over the music. Didnt see everyone in Ted’s family for soo long. His brother grew up a lot. He was the one who showed me in. He was like, you dress really pretty today. And I was like…did I overdress? Then he said nooo..everyone also dress really nice. Then I was like…you are sooo tall now. I am wearing heels and you are taller than me!! -_-

Anyways, today in the office, Nick was like so meann. He’s learning a lot from Cliff. Being so mean to me now. -_- Just now he said. You’re so mean. Then I said, no I’m not. Then he said, if not then what am I looking at. Then I said, you’re looking at the nicest girl in the wholeee world. Hehehe. Then he said, yeah, right!!. =(

I cant wait for end of the month, where I pass some of my work to Nick. So hopefully he can deal with it and I can have a nice holiday.

Oh…and I may be going to UK instead for my masters. SIGH!!!!! Long story and nothing is finalized yet!! I cant wait to get everything finalized. Headache headache. Decisions decisions. I’m so tired. I cant keep myself awake everyday. Tired…

Just now, I was like lying down on the table. Then Roy wanted to scare me. -_- Luckily I opened my eyes just as he walked up to me. Hehehe. He tries to scare me everyday. But he only successfully did it once. Only cause I had both my earphones on. Usually I only use one side. But on that day, I decided to use both and that’s when he gave me a scare cause I didnt hear him walking up on me. -_-

Ken keeps complaining that my slippers are uglyyy. Then I said, its not mine. Its Cliff’s. Then he say, dont wear them. Its so ugly. Then I said, but its more comfortable and besides no one sees them. Then he was like, but I see them now. Then I say, you dont see them always. I’ll go to my desk soon and you cant see it anymore. Hahahahah.

But its really more comfortable in slippers. =( Then I told him, if I had a choice, I would wear my pjs to work cause its more comfortable and I would work better when I’m more comfortable. Then he was like..sigh!! and shaking his head. Dont know what to say to me.

Its trueeee. Dont you think its true? People work better when they are more comfortable. -_-

*another dinner this Thursday and beach this Sunday. Noob, contact me and finalize everything pleaseee. By this Friday if possible. List of who’s going and stuffs. Thanks. <3

*MCR! MCR! MCR plssss. Nooob, are you still going to Singapore? MCR!!! I wanna gooo. =( OMG OMG. Disenchanted, I Dont Love You, Teenagers… *faints*

*OMG. Points are gathering up so fast!! >.< I love the way he ask, do you accept a redo? =)

=)))

I got to listen to the songs I requested today. Heheehhe. I requested for Banky - My regret and K-Ci and Jojo - All my life. <3 Niceeeeee. Thanksss meanie. =) (*i didnt record it cause I totally forgot and I still cant figure out how to playback the recordings. =*( )

Hmm..I’ll be busy thinking of other songs. Heheeh.

I went to office today and got greeted with hiii pretty lady and also Je’taime or whatever the spelling is. Lol. I really love my bunch of crazy colleagues. =) Then Mali said I look like a princess today. I think cause of the hair band I use. Cause it has little diamonds in it. Hehehe.

*Jon noob, give me confirmed list of names by saturday ok??? and you better pray everyday that it wont rain. =)

**I really went crazy today…

Yay yay, updated checks. Today me and Nick did about..um.. 800? But still have like 2k to go. =(

My boss gave me a box of chocolates today, then he said, share it with everyone. Then Cliff was opening it and then I say..I wanna chooseeee first. Then Cliff say, no. Then Ken was like no, dont give her any. She quarrels with me everyday. Scold me everyday. So Cliff walked away without giving me any.

Then Ken went into his room and came to find me and say, that’s cause here’s another box just for you. Hehehe. Then Cliff came back with one bar left and he gave it to Ken, he said, here, you can have it. Dont give her any. Then I held up my box of chocolates and I say, lookkkkk I have my own box. =)

Ken was like..look..look at her gloating. -_- Hehehee. Then I opened my box of chocolates and Cliff stole some from me. And I kept two bars of chocolate and gave the rest to my other colleagues. Then Ken came out after a while and say, you finished the whole box?? Then I said…noooo. I gave it all out. Then he peeked into my drawers and say..ooo..so you kept it all for yourself. Cause he saw two bars there. And I was like….nooooo..I share it with them. -_-

Then while Nick was out with Roy doing something, Ken helped me with the checking. He was like, you teach me how and I am sure me and Nick can get it done by today. I was like noooo…its too much. -_-" Then I was teaching him how and I told him to mark it row by row but he’s lazy so he went through like 3 or 4 before marking them. Then I said, you shouldnt do that cause you’ll get confused and then get everything mixed up. -_- Then Cliff just had to come and say…ooo..so now you even scold the boss and tell him what to do. -_-"

Then I say, obviously, cause all guys are stupid. Then I had a debate with Nick, Roy, Cliff, Ken and Mr Han about guys in general. I was like, all guys are plain dumb and stupid. Then they all disagreed with me. Roy was like…Joyceeeee, what did I ever do wrong that you have to put me in the same category with them?

Then I said..ALL guys are. ALL. Then Nick said, ok, all guys are stupid BUT I’m a MAN. -_- That got me. I didnt know what to say for a while. Then I had to give in and admit that’s a good answer. Sheeeesshh. Stupid guys.. Lol.

Oh and another thing happened. There was a car alarm going off, then Hadi came and tell me, he say, Joyce, your car alarm’s going off. Then I didnt believe him. I say, stop lying. My car doesnt have alarms. It only has the auto lock thingy. Then he say, ITS REALLY your car. Go have a look. But I didnt believe him. So I ignored him and went to the kitchen to wash my cup. When I came out of the kitchen, Roy was like, Joyce, your alarm was going off just now. And I didnt believe him too. I say, are you sure? My car doesnt have any alarms and I walked to the window and have a look.

Then I said, no. Its not going off besides my car doesnt have any alarms. Then Hadi say, ok. You dont believe me? I’ll let you see. Then he went down and gave my tires a kick and the alarms went off. Eeeeeee..I was so embarrassed and I started laughing and laughing. And I say, so you are not lying just now. Hahaha.

Then I came home and played WoW with Jeff before going out for dinner with my friends. We were happily questing and then this stupid stupid horde had to come disturb us. -_- He killed us so so so many times. Then Jeff cant stand it and logged into his priest. Hehehe. It was funnnn while I watch. That stupid horde is sooo annoying. Disturbing my questing time while I’m in a rush and have to go get ready to go out again after that. In the end, we didnt even hand in our quests.

Its so funny how everytime we would both ask the same question. Horde or Ally??? Then I would say, ok, tails for ally. And Jeff uses his phone as a coin. He would throw his phone on the bed and see which side it lands on. Lol. But today he had a real coin and it was tails so we ended up playing ally which was maybe a bad idea after running into that horde. But it was fun. =)

Then I resurrected and hearthed back to Shatt and Jeff followed soon after. Then he was soooo noob that he jumped down without full life and died. Something which I would do. Not him. I was like laughing and I said, that what you get for hanging out with a noob. You also become a noob. Hahaha.

After that, I took a quick shower and went to my friend’s place. Food was yummmmmy and then after dinner we chatted and chatted for so long. I miss these times. We would just hang out in the room and just talk about our lives. Its nice. =)

And now here I am. Tired and sleepy and smiling like a crazy noob when I think of some things. Sigh! another busy day tomorrow. Moe in the morning. Company meeting during lunch. At two have a meeting with some computer company and on top of all of that. Do my daily tasks. T_T

**thanks meanie. /hug. Dont practice till you lose your voice. =)

I went to work today and got a big headache. -_-

Taib people sent over soooo many policies and I have to go through them one by one and to check the Taib accounts. Aaaaaaahhhhh. I’m going crazy. My work just doesn’t ever finish. I was complaining for like the wholee day. My boss was like, stop whining. Why are you complaining to me? Then I said, causeeeee its Taib’s fault. Not mine. -_-

I cant believe we went through so many checks today. Me and Nick went through checking around 1,000 cars today. Not bad. But too bad I still have like 3000 more. T_T

Not only this, but I have to finish my database and other stuffs again. T_T where do I find timeeee?? I’m going crazyyy.

I think I’ll be dead by this weekend. I have sooo many things to do at work and after work, so many functions to go to. Tomorrow I have dinner with my two best friends. Then on Friday, Kieran’s early birthday party. On Sunday, beach outing. Yay. Bbq and fooood. Then on Monday another cocktail party. =( Someone save meeeee.

I’m so tired. And I’ve been busy doing my scholarship thing. Hopefully everything will be settled soon.

I havent been going out for lunch lately. Just staying in the office doing work and stuffs. Lol. Andrew, our operations manager was like asking me. Do you really have to go through allll this? I said yes. Then he say, its sooo many. You’re not going to cry? Hahhaaha.

I’m tired. =(

Hahahaha. I had a reallllllly good time today. I havent laughed that much in such a long time.

Jeff’s like randomly singing songs on vent and I would be like laughing and guessing what songs is he singing. LOL. So funny. But hey, he’s not a bad singer. Hahahah. He’s been singing for like almost 2 hours now and tomorrow, I’m going to think of some songs for him to sing.

There was once when he would sing and then suddenly he went softer and softer and he started mumbling the words. And I was like, what’s wrong. And he said, I’m embarrassed. >.< So cute! Lol.  I mean, he was like singing for  more than 30 minutes then suddenly he say he’s embarrassed. Hehehehe. But after that he was singing again like normal.

*what he doesn’t know is that……I recorded the conversation. Let’s hope it works cause I never tried it before. =)

/wave

Hihi everyone. Haven’t been updating my blog for quite a while. Sigh! So busy. Lots of things to do at work.

Its 11.52pm now and I just came back from Kelyin’s sis’s wedding. Went with Teddy and got to meet Steven there also. Sigh!! Its been so long since we hanged out like this. It was funnn. =) We just talked and talked and be crazy. Hehehe.

Aaaaaaa…I have lots of things to do at work. I have to go through all the car registrations from Taib starting September and I got Nick to help me out. We would use two computers and he would call out the numbers and I would check whether its entered and I would then call out the dates to make sure its correct. LOL.

Everyone who walked pass us was like..what’s going on?? Are you guys having an auction? Then they would butt in by randomly calling out numbers and making us confused. Then I would be like….stopppp ittt. You’re making me confused. -_-

Then my boss came and asked what are we doing. I say, we are checking Taib accounts. Dont disturb meeeee. Then he said to Nick. OK! If she says that, you better listen or else she’ll be like a tiger. -_-""

So, me and Nick has to go through like 3k or registrations and so far, we only did like 200?? Hehehehe. Just now Nick was like asking me some questions. Then I was like…are you going to help me do my work? Who’s going to help me do my workkkkk?
Then Mali said, hey, why didn’t you help her do her work. And Nick was like, I diddddd. Hehehehe.

Omg, I’m so stuck on this particular song right now. Its soooo nice that it makes me feel like crying every time I listen to this song. Here’s the link to download it.

All 4 One vs Fly To The Sky - Not Ready For Goodbye

Last few days, I was listening to My Chemical Romance - Disenchanted. That’s a lovely song. And I started to cry a bit and right at that time, Cliff turned to asked me a question. He was like, why are you cryinggg? Then I said, sometimes I cry when I listen to songs. Then he started laughing. =p

Yay, now I have my own crying corner in Jeff’s vent. When I feeel down, I would just log on to his vent and go into the bathtub channel and just stay there even when there’s no one on. Lol. I think I’m crazy sometimes.

**Good meanie. Slept almost right on time. =) You made me smile when I received your sms saying good night piggy!!

It’s too late now, still I’ve got something to say,
Girl I’m sorry that I treated you that way
Time has gone now, and the moment has passed
When I had the chance to try and make us last
All alone now, and it’s no one’s fault by mine
Couldn’t see the truth, I had those blinded eyes
You have moved on, still I don’t give a damn
Gotta get this off my chest while I can

Pre-chorus:
(How I need you more and more will you
Come back to me please)

Every single hour,
Of every single day, I
Miss you more and more,
Don’t know what to say, I
Know I closed the door,
You’re gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you

Chorus (2x):
Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again
Our love is My Regret

2nd verse:
Should have known then, what I know now
Dying every second that you’re not around
Should have been there, when you needed me
Now I’m by myself, on my bended knees
Should have loved you, while I had the chance to
Couldn’t realize that you were the truth
Should have shown you, what you meant to me
Baby now I see, that you were my queen

Pre-chorus:
(How I need you more and more will you
Come back to me please)

Every single hour,
Of every single day, I
Miss you more and more,
Don’t know what to say, I
Know I closed the door,
Sent you on your way
And now you’re gone

Chorus (2x)

Banky - My Regret