A peek into my crazy mind..

my lovely WoW..Lol.. ew, sounds weird. I came home from work yesterday and played for 9 hrs straight!! T_T I enjoyed myself though cause I know I have holidays for 2 days but 1 day is already gone. =(

I didnt even bother to check my phone or take it out of my work bag..hehehe. I just want to have some time for myself and enjoy what I love doing. Sorry if anyone msg me. *phone’s still in bag. Sorry Ams, didnt join you guys for movies..too tired. =)

Aaaahhh..I’m getting a big headache everyday. Have a big project coming up, and everything is so unorganized and incomplete!! I NEED complete and finalized details!! They just never understand that point..-_-""

OK..enough for now..going back to WoW. <3

First…OMG. You dont put up my full name..-_-""

but, haha, that made me laugh. Nice post. Thanks for the present. Guess I was too emo just now when I chat to you at work. I really need something to release stress. Nah..here’s a pic of you + hean’s birthday card for me.

hahahaha…I’m not showing a pic of the inside contents….>.<

I want a normal blog with a chat box toooo. So anyone can leave me msgs and since this noob here deleted his friendster account, cant leave me any more msgs. But, I am sooo lazy to move everything to a new blog. Hmm..depends, if I am bored at work, I will go make one.

Currently working on a MySpace account when I get bored at work. Still has nothing in it. Well, its meant for my maple friends so I want to post my maple screenshots which is in my other computer..>.< No time to transfer the files yet..hehehe

Well, not no time..just lazy. Sayang says I’m a procrastinator??  LOL, I think so too. I’m so so tireddd. Came home from work today with a big headache and went straight to bed. From 4.30 till 8.30. Seriously, I’m really so tired. Have meetings again tomorrow. Headache with database problems, thinking of the workflow and everything. Save meeeee!!!

Cant wait for holiday this Saturday. Yay yay..just have to get through tomorrow and I have 2 days of holiday. I’m going to switch off my phone and get everyone at home to tell anyone who calls me that I am out so I dont get disturbed doing whatever I am doing.

I’m sooooo hungry right now. Didnt eat anything for the wholeeee day. Except for a bread. That’s it. So hungryyyy!! I want food pls. I think I’m going to marry a chef, so he can cook for me whenever I want…hahahahahahah =)

Noob’s blog

Woke up with my whole body aching all over and still as sleepy as … Anyways, quickly got ready and was on my way to work.

1. on my way to work, met this car that just got out of the junction and into the road in front of me but was driving like 40km/h even when I was an oncoming car and quite near.. -_- Stupid drivers!
2. ok, finally this car turned somewhere else. Then omg, another car in front of me didnt want to move when the traffic light turned green and when he did start moving, he’s driving like a drunk snake..-_-. Wth, its like 8 plus in the morning. People dont get drunk at that time.
3. time off from work, on my way out of the office, a car came in from the going out lane. -_-"
4. almost near home, this car in front of me, wanted to go on the same lane as me and into the junction in front but didnt want to do so till the very last minute..sheeeesssh!!!

what’s with drivers nowadays. I know sometimes I do drive like.."Oh..its a GIRL driving"..but I am so sure that I am not as bad as half of the drivers out there

LOL..2nd day into the week and I felt like I havent rested in months. I just feel tired.  Who wants to come along and save meeee! I’ll be your maid forever!! =)

Went to the airport after work to send Ai Hue off and I cried again. -_- My eye’s taps are not working I guess. It doesnt close tight enough. It leaks whenever it wants to.

There’s a patch of bruise on my leg. T_T cause I was teaching Kieran how to walk. So what I did was let him step on my leg while I hold him and walk. But what he did was jump while standing on my leg..ouch. It hurts!

Aaaaaahhhh…my posts are all messed up cause I jump from topic to topic depending on what came up on my mind. As I said..its crayzeeee..=)

Note: Bon voyage Ai Hue!! Have fun there and study hard. Lol. Sorry for
crying. I just hate goodbyes. I’m the only person who cried in the
whole airport. =( See you next year and hope and hope that I dont go
visit you. Cause if I do go visit you, it means that I didnt get my
scholarship..hahaha. Remember to go look for Adrian sometimes..hehehe.

p/s: when I say stupid, I dont really mean they are stupid or anything. I just like to use it. ^-^ and I also like to complain and whine a lot…I guess??. o.O

Being emo is a great part of me and also why I didnt make any posts these few days. Went out just now, had dinner with my friends and Wan asked me. What is wrong with you? I said, "I dont know. I just feel so tired. No matter how much I rest, I still feel tired."

Then he said, "you’ve just lost motivation in what you do" and that word hit me hard, cause I’ve just realised that I’ve actually lost my motivation to live. I may act normal, talk normal and do things normally, but there’s lots and lots and lots of things I have bottled up inside me which no one will know. I guess…nothing..leave it at that.

Yesterday I logged in to maple, joined some of my friends to train at gobies, then guess what. I got a whisper from someone and lol. I played too much WoW that I forgot how to whisper back. I was like asking them, what key do I press to whisper someone? then they say..check your key settings..-_-

Anyways, turned out to be my ex maple husband..goes like this..

Him: Hi ririn
Me: Hihi??
Him: Are you free now?
Me: No, I am in a goby party
Him: Dam, I need to talk to you
Me: About??
Him: I want to play on my old hermit back. Do you have any equips that you can give me?

*by this time, I already felt bad that I was just leeching on my friends*

Me: Nope, sorry. I sold all my things to fund my new stuffs
Him: Dam..I need equips so I can train.
Me: =)

*after a while..*

Him: Do you still have your credit card?
Me: *lies* No, I’ve canceled it last month.
Him: Dam, I need 10k nx. I need a pet to train.
Me: Sorry, cant help you. I dont have a pet too.
Him: Know anyone who can give me nx?
Me: No.

*bla bla*

This is depressing..-_-. Made me even more emo?? I went to the mall after dinner and made myself a bit happier by going shopping, buying myself a nice new dress that costs me $71 and after that watching Chuck and Larry. Absolutely <3 it. Its very nice.

Talks about this two best friends, who pretended to be gay couples just so the other best friend, whose wife just died recently, can put his kids name to inherit what he has after he dies. And to speed up this process, its either, you get married, someone dies..or something else which I forgot. So he got this crazy idea to marry his best friend, so his best friend can inherit his things if he dies and he trusts him to take care of his kids. And that’s where all their problems start. Give it a try. You’ll love it. I know I did. Laughed so much and also cried a few times in the movie. And hands up to Adam Sandler and that guy from Kings of Queens..lol..idk his name…great acting and overall a great movie. One phrase from the movie really stuck in my mind.. To thyself be true..or something like that. So trueee..

To noob - I just read your blog about emoness. Lol. I love it, all your past stories. Where’s our past love story? *emo gets stronger now* *cries and cries and cries* hahaha.. Ewwww, yucks!! As if I want a love story with you!! To anyone who wants to read this noob’s stories, go here..Jon’s blog

I came back after movies, started listening to my current favourite song and tears just started to come. Jordin Sparks - This is My Now

If anyone asks me why…my reply would be I dont know. As I have said, I am just crazy…

I dont know what to write now..I feel….depressed. I’m getting the emo virus.

Just now I drove pass a car and there was this kid in the car holding up a cardboard sign saying.."CAR FOR SALE". LOL..that was funny.

I enjoyed sushi yesterday..distracted me for a while..but when I reached home…emo is back. Hean and Jon’s crazy with all that wasabi eating and even on their mango pudding..Ew.yucks. "BE A MAN" not HALF A MAN..right Jon, Hean? lol. Anyways, I had gelato after sushi…they don’t have my favorite Blueberry milk…so I got blueberry yogurt flavor instead.

I’m tired, I’m out of energy. I cant go on anymore. I’m giving up…….

My dress code for bed — Something loose and comfortable. As little cloth as possible? eg. a big shirt/dress or a sleeveless and short pants. I wonder how some people can wear long pants and thick clothes to bed. Well…I do have pajamas that consists of long pants and shirt..but..=)

anyways, cause I like loose big dresses for bed, I always wear my mom’s old pregnant pajamas that is big and soft and cottony.  yes!! my mom’s!! lol. Anyways, I keep wearing it till its full of holes and has a big slit down my right side that if you stand beside me, you can practically see in but I still live to wear it. My mom always say, why are you still wearing that? and I always reply, who cares? no one wants to look anyways. And cause there’s like no guys at home..only my bro, dad, couz and my sis’s bf.

So..last few days my mom went shopping and decided to buy me another pregnant pajama…hahaha..love it. Its big and white, has some flowery patterns, two big pockets at the side and has a ribbon at the back so you could adjust the size as your stomach gets bigger??..LOL

Its perfect!! I love it. Suits my taste of being big and soft and comfortable for bed. hehee. She came back with it and all my sisters were complaining that it costs so much that they can buy 3 pajamas with that money. -_-"

ok..about my day today..as most of you know, the malays are having puasa now and they get to go home at 4!! so what did I do? I follow also..so I can go home early too. Then just now when I was sending my boss to meet his friend, he said, "you’re chinese, why are you following them. You should be normal working hours." and I said NOOO!! I want to follow them…technically it should be that way..-_- If I were to work normal working hours then it would be unfair…so that’s what I said.

I spent the whole half of the day doing nothing..thinking of writing a manual for the next person who comes and takeover my job and the other half of the day moving my cpu down on the floor and setting up some computers and trying them out. It was hectic and I didnt even realise that time passed by so fast.

As I was driving my boss to meet his friend, there’s this person who crossed the road in front of me..I thought he would run pass but who knows he walked so slowly..and eventhough I didnt step on the gas, I had to brake as I was so near him!! My boss was like..so ahead knock him down..*sarcastically though* he said..is it cause you didnt eat and is about to faint that’s why you didnt notice that person? lol. It was just cause I was too lazy to step on the brake. Well, anyone in their right mind would run across the road especially when there’s an oncoming car. Not take their own sweet time!

Some people are just screaming for drivers to come knock them down!!

Firstly, thanks Azrin for bringing me and Ai Hue out to dinner at Dynasty. =)

When Azrin came and pick me up, I opened the door and ooo..he’s wearing white and I am wearing white too. Then we went to pick Ai Hue up. She’s still taking her bath so we went in and talked with her parents…then..LOL..she came out wearing white too!! Its as if we planned everything..haha.

Anyways, we had a nice dinner..talked and talked and talked non-stop!! ahaha..and Azrin almost drank the tea before buka puasa! LOL..luckily he realised it before the cup touched his mouth. We ordered buttermilk chicken, nestum prawns, black pepper beef, sizzling tofu and hot and sour soup. The prawns were the best *yum* *yum* Thanks for the treat Azrin.

After eating, we went to coffee bean to buy some hot teas. I ordered Tropical Passion Latte..*love it*. That’s in my opinion the nicest tea they have in Coffee bean..although…hahaha..that’s the only tea i’ve ever tried there. Usually I go for coffees.

LOL Azrin, thanks for the compliment on my nice evening dress..=p. Thanks for remembering to send me the songs I asked for. You are the few rare ones who goes home and still remembers to sends the songs someone asked for. =)

Ahhh…anyone have a remedy for flu?? I seem to have it like 247. Even my boss’s father cant stand it and bought me some vitamins..hehe. He say I probably dont exercise, that’s why I always fall sick and have flu constantly. But the thing is that…eventhough its so cold in Scotland, I never have flu until change of seasons. So I guess its just the Brunei air?? Makes sense?..think so..=)

p.s - To Ai Hue–Dont forget to send me the pics from the dinner..hehe..thanks.=)

**To Adrian..one day late but who cares..I already msged you..Study hard!! Hope you find a place to stay soon. Dont forget to contact us when you come back. Take care over there. =)

**To Hean..emoness came from Jon. He lost it and passed it to me. =( hehehe. Well, mine is not more of emoness..more like crazyness?? Hormones went out of control? I can be happy one moment and sad the other. Small things affects me. Things that to some people may be nothing. A small thing may make me sad the whole day or happy the whole day. Got cure? Since you are a geek, find me a cure ok?? Thanks in advance..hahaha. Will contact you soon for sushi buffet. <3<3 *yum**Yum*

…Sofaz - Salahku

Woohooo..Bleach is getting so interesting. <3<3 BUT..whyyyy it has to end like that..now I have to wait for the next episode. =(

Eeee…I just love
    Ulquiorra Schiffer and Grimmjow Jaggerjack. FYI, Ulquoirra is number 4 in the Espada ranking and Grimmjow is former number 6. <3 and for those who dont know what Espadas are…

"Espada are the "Elite" arrancar composed of the top ten arrancar hand
picked by Aizen based on their combat skill. Each Espada is assigned a
number of 1 to 10 based on the level.."

I caught up on all the Bleach that i missed yesterday and I was watching it till 2.30am. Went to sleep and almost cant wake up for work. Went to work today and found a big big pile of work for me to do due to one day of holiday. *work just seems to pile up*

Anyways, I was like 2/3 through it…then sigh! have to go to Orchid Garden Hotel for the Winning Eleven Competition. I was sitting there like a fool. Like an ornament. Like part of the furniture. Not doing anything and just staring at all the players playing. LOL. Even Clifford cant stand me complaining saying its pointless for us to be there.

Tomorrow, I’ll be a bit cleverer, I’ll bring something to entertain myself with. =) Anyways, Cliff is a meanie. I said..its so boring..I’ll be there at 10…and he say no..at 9. I said noooo…at 10. He said no no. AT 9. *debate continued for quite a while* Then he said, "Dont forget I am an ex discipline master. Your tactics are not going to work on me." </3

LOL..I am so tired now. So sleepy. I’ll go there tomorrow and fall asleep. Noooob..you said you read my blogs everyday…If you read this..COME FIND ME AND KEEP ME COMPANY…T_T

Can anyone teach me how to keep my moods in control? I can be happy and the next second I can be sad or even crying. sigh!! sometimes I think I am crazy. Sometimes I think I am so crazy and stupid and i’ll get depressed over it but the next minute I will be ok? Crazy much?? LOL. I guess you have to know me to understand what I am saying.

Hmm..so what song should I introduce today? Let me think of one first..*wooo..just got apples sliced and peeled sent to me by my sis..YUM YUM*

Ok..from quite a while ago..Nelly Furtado - Say It Right and Nelly Furtado - All Good Things Come To An End

Oh noes..my face is getting rounder..lol. I need to stop falling in love with food <3<3. Its 12.28am now and I am eating!! Soon, I will be as fat as a balloon. Amri says…define fat!! If you are fat then we are obese..lol. Anyways, I always tell people, I live to eat not eat to live! That’s so true. To those girls out there who are always on a diet..YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON A LOT OF YUMMY YUMMY STUFFS!! =)

Even as a girl, I get frustrated when I keep hearing girls say "I’M ON A DIET!!" *sheeshh…rolls eyes* lol. Well, I always complain that my face is chubby and I’m getting fat..BUT..you never actually hear me say, I’m on a diet nor have I actually tried to control what I eat. I’m glad I’m not a guy cause I assume they hear this more than a girl. Imagine, a guy bringing a girl out to an expensive restaurant and this girl orders something but eats like 1/4 of it and let the rest go to waste..T_T

OK, enough about food. Here is my song for today.

Boys like girls - The Great Escape

um..another song..hehe..cause I love these two at the moment

Timbaland feat Keri Hilson & D.O.E - The Way I Are

-_-..someone need to teach this noob here how to post videos..=(